So I am going through the million step process of applying for school once again. Every day I have a different feeling about it and compare all the pro's and con's of going back. I am so excited, but still not sure if it is the right thing to do??
Pro's: Help my family out financially?
Further my education, for myself???
Back up plan????
Good Career after kids are grown???
Better options for Insurance???
Fulfill my needs as being a stay at home mom part time????
Con's: Feeling alright about daycare and the prices???
Getting ourselves into more debt with student loans???
Being away from Baylee???
Finding the PERFECT job after wards HAHA????
Being able to actually help with money and debts in the end???
Having another child in the near/far future???
See, I just don't know? I guess you never know until you try. So onward we go with the insane checklist I need to get done. Thank goodness for my wonderful sister Kris, that so incredibly smart and caring, she has already helped me out so much and I could never thank for enough for everything that she does for me. Thanks Kris... I love Ya!
Well it doesn't matter if it is right or wrong in my opinion. All that matters is that you are trying to do what you think is best for you and your family. I have had the same struggle and have posted nearly the exact same post before. I have felt the guilt of not being able to be a good stay at home mom. I have felt guilty for being a working mom. I have felt guilty for seven million reasons. Ultimately though I did what I thought was best for my baby and myself and I think that is what you are doing. That's what makes a good mom (not what the profession of the mom is). I love you and think you are very wise and lovely. :)
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